honor | reverb
11.16.06 : 23:22 "being rejected"
how many times can your heart break while you're dating someone?
i think this is the 4th time.
"i can't do this, i just ---"
silence.....
silence......
silence.....
3 1/2 years. 3 1/2 YEARS and he doesn't know what i need, or at least he won't let me believe that he does.
i feel like all the blood has gone out of my body. i have a review due in half an hour and it's not happening, i'm dizzy.
how can you never know what to say to me?
how can you let me feel like shit and take every single thing i have to give? i give you EVERYTHING, i use up my smarts on how to get your life to be easier for you, i fucking taught you how to wash dishes, i slept with you in the hospital.
and all i get is "maybe you should read a book about politics."
your good friend died, sorry, but no, class is more important. i really shouldn't miss any.
you're going to london to fulfill your dream, okay, well, i just don't really want to go so i think i'll stay here.
someone broke into your apartment? oh, you must have done something, like left the door open.
you swallowed glass? meh. i think i'll go to bed.