honor | reverb
08.09.06 : 15:13 "nicky"
my heart is breaking.
i feel sadder every day. i'm so sad. it's pathetic.
except when i see my new matt & nat bag. then i get all cheered up again. for a second! but obviously i can't be that down, huh?
i just feel.
disposable.
not respected.
acknowledged on a shallow level.
and so i bought myself this gorgeous new bag.
i love it.
it's beautiful.
i ate a big lunch.
my stomach hurts.
nice messages.
this is just painful and sad and...
when will the clouds clear?
there's a ghost in the technology.