honor | reverb
2005-12-13 : 7:22 a.m. "the joy in forgetting the joy in acceptance"
and i stay up all night walking
through these houses i have grown to hate
and my parents ask if i'm all right i say "i''ve just been staying up too late," i need to sleep. i need to do something to get this awful weight up off my chest and keep her pretty ghost from chasing me
you say there are spaces open and
wide
believe me there's days longer than nights.
and you could be happy
if only youd try but you don't try. you don't try.
and you speak of a
fever that burns you insides as you explain to your mother how you have wanted to die. so she kisses your fingers and says "my darling
but why? when there is so much more. there is so much more. do you
know there are spaces open and wide? believe me, there are days longer
than nights. and you will be happy the minute you try. so won't you
try? won't you try?"