honor | reverb
10.02.06 : 21:35 "nausea"
i miss him senseless. i need to shave this dependency. i need to be able to miss him and to function in life. the fact that it's a struggle is fucked up.
i love him and miss him with all my heart and i feel a little bloody inside. that's no excuse for how i'm acting. i hope i have the strength to miss him this much, because i don't know if i do. i wonder if anywhere's open so i get get some more red bull. my system is shutting down a little more every minute from stress exhaustion and stress hunger...
come back to me.