honor | reverb
05.03.06 : 19:49 "mmci"
i got a c- on a psych test.
i just want to drink until i can't feel anymore.
i realize it's trivial, i know i'm a perfectionist who uses grades as a gauge of self-worth.
but i can't deal with a c-. i got a c in that class once, and i had a depressive episode.
so i want to drink until i can't feel how much of a disappointment i am. until i forget that i won't get into yale for grad school with an a- on my transcript.
i don't want to think about getting a c- at this idiot school.