honor | reverb
06.23.06 : 09:57 "jaw"
i tell him that i'm extremely anxious, very vulnerable, completely triggered and scared.
he gives me a mini "look at all the things i do for you" lecture and storms out.
whenever i try to talk about something i'm thinking or feeling, it turns into b's inadequacy scale where we focus on absolving guilt he has about something, because he can't even listen to me talk without becoming obsessed with himself/something he did/ something he's bad at.
note: when someone is triggered and trying to talk about their feelings in an attempt to not do something bad, it might be a good thing not to send them on a guilt trip.
but what do you care.
because after 3 years i would have thought you would have been very familiar with this situation.
but you never paid attention.