honor | reverb
2005-11-13 : 7:31 a.m. "blue angles"
seeing emily was so great. i needed it - i can't get into it - there's too much going on, my brain and my stomach are turning in circles. i feel ill. but she went home and i miss her. i think i forgot that she'd actually have to leave.
"... i don't do that much talking these days..."
i worried about bryan a lot, and still am.
clinging to lofty goals isn't all that worthless.
i want to crawl back into bed without waking him...